i sang in a band, or did a karaoke band, or something, really intense, similar to this song is a mess but so am i, or something like that. i think freddy ruppert was there watching, i think he cried after i played. i don't know if you can call it playing. maybe just singing. maybe i didn't know anyone was watching. i don't know.

brendan fowler. kyle from infnite body. whole foods. or, needing to go to whole foods. talking to brendan about needing to go. ooxe there. i am stressing. i go with jamie stewart to the bottom of the parking garage. ooxe is still coming down. a weird dungeon. maybe kris latocha. i am hiding in the dungeon. they can't see me there, or this guy can't see me. whole foods at union square is closer, want to go there. yeah yeah yeahs playing some free show.

I was playing guitar with former ghosts. i was playing punk rock style, like from false alliance. i can't remember who else was in the band. maybe jamie stewart. maybe amir shoucri. i didn't rehearse the songs, i was playing them with a music sheet. but the music sheet didn't have rhythm, just chords. and i didn't know how the rhythm, so i had to do it by ear, and it was pretty bad. there was a point when i looked back at these japanese girls singing in the song, and then freddy ruppert got pissed at me b/c i was giving them attention. maybe i wasn't supposed to look at girls on stage. but then i think freddy did it...

i saw three sand hill cranes on the side of some road.

from the other night: i was in a plane with david levi strauss. it was a small plane. i don't remember who was in the back. maybe paul branca. maybe someone else. i can't remember. the plane crashed. i was hanging on the ledge of some window on a building, i somehow got out. i can't remember what happened to paul or who ever was in the back. Levi went down with the plane, and I don't remember what happened. Steep things.

I went to visit Viet Tran at Soy Cafe or Noodle Bar. I almost walked into the back room and he told me not to go in, and through the crack of the door I saw a guy I didn't know sitting in there w/ a bag of pot. It looked like he was selling pot. So I wanted some pot. I was going to pay w/ my credit card w/ the food. It was going to be $50. But I didn't want that much and I felt a little embarrassed explaining to Viet that I only wanted half. He showed me that some of the nugs were wrapped in easter color ribbons.

i think stephan westfall was there. i can't remember. yes he was. he made me a map to somewhere. rental gallery. it was in an alley. but i couldn't get there. he had to show it to me, and it ended up being different from where he wrote on the map. we went in. i think julianne lee and jess wilcox was there. and one of jess' friends. i don't remember who else was. i think jess was going to go get pizza, and i told her to get me a white slice with garlic. i think she was upset at me because she thought i was involved with julianne. at one point i was looking through stephan's cds. julianne was too. someone else was there. i can't remember who it was.

I just remembered more:

I think Lisa Rave was there.
I also think Maggie Vail was there. She was walking.

camilla wynne ingr said she had a dream where she was watching oprah and there was a women getting hair implants, and then they showed her in her new life, in a mansion, she always lived in, but her home had been broken b/c her husband was an alcoholic who killed her/ his child while a nun was taking the child and other children on a walk. he strangled all of them. he killed the nun first.

that was her dream not mine. i think my dream had something to do w/ fil mercado or his brother.