miya osaki just made a comment about "horvitz" then i remembered that i learned the meaning of my name. i can't remember anymore. biblical? bilboa? i think i remember bilboa, but that was like the bible or something. i don't know. don't remember what it meant.

also from last night. i had a dream i found a random movie or video on youtube. in it were all my picture discs. the first thing i remember is this guy in the video holding up the high places picture disc over his face. then the rest were there. i think it was in black in white.

lisa rave didn't come back to Bard, however, she came to what i think i remember as Otis. Paul Branca was there. He made a smirky comment, a smart comment, not that otis was necessarily better or worse than bard, but just something informative. he also said amy sillman was at otis, but i can't remember is this was a joke or serious. and i remember this still being in what i think is New York, so Otis was in NY not LA. people started coming into where we were, so i suggested that i give everyone the news that lisa was not coming back. i think she did get the german funding, she just decided to use it elsewhere. Jeremy Owen Leclair was there, and i was going to tell him the news, but then i think i felt weird that i was the one saying it. i think i jokingly told everyone, i should inform everyone, and thought they would speak out against that idea, but no one did, so then i felt weird, and felt i had to tell jeremy, but then i didnt.

it is mid day, i woke up early and went to dim sum, i will see what i can remember.

i think i was with mylinh nguyen. she slept in my bed, maybe that is why she was in the dream. we were escaping some kind of evil or something. i remember something that reminds me of guitar center. i think we had escaped and we were outside and i was throwing rocks at a computer to smash it. i kept missing it. guthrie lonergan was there too i think. he came later, he must have escaped later, maybe we thought he was dead, i don't remember.

lots of strange stuff. I think I was with Karen O of the yeah yeah yeahs. but this is the second half of the dream, i don't remember the first. but she looked like an old picture of miranda july. but not really. i made the comparison. she took me to their concert. we hung out backstage. walter chiu met me there, or came along or something, i don't know. when the concert was about to start we walked out there, she told me to stand near the front of the stage. maybe this is where i ran into walter. there were people in army uniforms. then later there were other uniforms. i thought maybe a bunch of people from the army came to the show, or maybe it was part of a dance performance. i think i walked near them and got in their way. then i went back to where karen told me to stand. i remember wondering if jenn wong was there, she likes the yeah yeah yeahs a lot, and i was wondering if she could see me b/c i was in the front. i didn't want to stay where i was, so i walked up into the side area near the stage. there were a few bathrooms there. i think it was private access, but i got over there. later i came back and people were having sex in the bathroom. and i think someone was having sex in the other bathroom as well. i left, and then they came out and i thought the guy was going to beat me up for interrupting him, but i played it cool,and he tried to look tough and walk around me, but nothing happened. i am getting vague memories of the earlier part of the dream that lead into this, but i can't grasp anything. some waiting maybe. i don't know. i think iggy pop was at the concert.

I think I was in Berlin.

i barely remember anything. I think Brendan Fowler, Aaron Rose, and Harell Fletcher.

I remember Harell was sitting across from a table. Maybe there was food. He gave me the envelope I mailed him to get his contribution to the PO box show.

I remember nothing else.

I may remember william basinski saying the xiu xiu show in la was too small for him to play because he had too much equipment, but maybe i didn't dream this.

i don't know.