it's been cold and i've been leaving my computer upstairs. so i haven't been waking up right away and writing these.

i remember there was a hotel room. i think lukas geronimus came in and wanted to smoke a joint. actually it was a bathroom. maybe a bathroom in a hotel, but the room was the room. it wasn't a bathroom in a room. i didn't want him to smoke a joint b/c it was my mom's room. i was taking a bath, and i didn't want her to think it was me smoking a joint. somewhere two girls and maybe a guy invited me into the bathroom. i think maybe i thought it was just one girl who invited, but then two of her friends came. we got in the shower or bathtub, i was naked, and i think they were fully clothed. i think i kept swiching interests in girls. then they had to leave. i want to go with them maybe. but then there was a girl who came in. i think the bathtub must have become a bed now. she was on the bed. she might have been homeless/crazy/a prostitute/ crack head. i think she was all fucked up. i couldn't leave her in my mom's room. i had to get her out. i don't remember what i did. i think her hair was short and bright.